healing

Saw Kat last night... it was a bit weird... but not very painful, which is a sign that God has been healing me from our relationship.

She seems the same as ever, but more patient and less defensive. She's a nice girl.

I care about her, but she's not for me. That's something we talked about, in all the semi-awkwardness of conversation. She's not what I need, because she's Kat, and I'm not what she needs because I'm Edward. And we both have our problems that frustrate each other.