the end?

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is this the end?
is this the last moment? the moment I broke? I gave, I'm done?
it hurts, it sucks it hurts...
I wish it didn'nt have to be...
I wish it otherwise.
i wish I was not fighting what I feel I shoudl do, just to do what I feel I must.
why is she the way she is?
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